In the background is Ryan sobbing and calling out " momma, momma".
We had to lock him in his room because he wouldn't go to bed. We always let him try going to sleep with his door open, but 9 times out of 10 - he ends up getting up and running into our room. I usually give him 3 chances until I lock the door.
But what he doesn't know is that it is harder for me to follow through and actually do it than it is for him! I hate thinking that I am making him sad and lonely. I want to rush in there and cuddle him - or even worse, just let him hop right into our bed like he wants to.
But, I know that I can't. In the long run, it is better for him to learn how to go to sleep in his own bed.
And it stinks!








This smile lights up my life! Both smiles do, actually!

